into the darkness

I will step back into the darkness

because in the light I’m bare

naked and ready to be stabbed

by the sword I know

you have hidden underneath

your shirt

 

I will step back into the darkness

where you can’t possibly injure me

I’ll never say the things I want

to say

because there’s a chance of

getting hurt

it’s better to never confess

my love

than to watch it get torn down

like an old curtain

or a Christmas tree

 

I will step back into the darkness

‘cause hearts hide best there

while it burns I will drink ice water

and watch you from afar

 

I will step back into the darkness

it’s better not to take a chance

so we’ll never get to dance

so we’ll never get to play with our children

so we’ll never get to eat at my favorite Italian restaurant

so we’ll never get to get a puppy

I want it so, so

I can’t tell you

because you might say no.